Omegle

hellow!
long time no post!
haha...

i'm busy (LIE)

ok, i love this site so much!
http://www.omegle.com/

it's like chatting but with a stranger..
haha

ok, there's omegle chat and video...
if you are under age, don't try the video..
many people do like... ehm porn thing..

ok, so i got something strange that i don't really sure about it..
check this out..
you as me...

You: hi
Stranger: hey
You: asl?
You: 15 f indonesian
Stranger: 16, male, atlanta/canada :)
You: wow
You: cool
You: my english teacher also from there
Stranger: :)
You: ^^
Stranger: aw thats cool :)
You: and he's nice and friendly..
You: you too
Stranger: do you learn english as an actually subject at school?
Stranger: :)
Stranger: actual*
You: hmm well
You: i go to an english school
You: then we teached by foreign
Stranger: oooh, thats alright then :)
Stranger: i used to learn indonesian when i was like.. 9, then i forgot it all :c
Stranger: hahah
You: haha
You: nice
Stranger: haha
You: so, what time is it there?
Stranger: im terribible with languages
You: yeah me too
Stranger: :)
You: especially arabic at my school.. i'm totally sucks at tha
You: that
Stranger: haha aws
Stranger: whos your favorite singer ? (:
Stranger: haha i make bad conversation >.<
You: haha
You: no problem
You: i love korean
You: hehe
Stranger: aw yeahs :)
You: i think boys doesn't usually ask that
Stranger: like i said.. im bad at making conversation,
Stranger: >.<
Stranger: haha
You: haha it's ok
Stranger: now i feel stupid :c
You: no you don't
You: sometimes i do something like you do
You: hehe
You: it's normal
You: iguess
You: hehe
Stranger: haha :)
You: you're nice
You: ^^
Stranger: aww, your lovely also my dear :)
You: hehe
Stranger: everyone on here keeps disconnecting me
Stranger: im like :O
Stranger: haha
You: *blushing*
You: hehehe
You: yea me too
You: many people hate indonesian
You: *sigh*
Stranger: i love all contries :)
Stranger: i travel alot
You: hihi
You: you're nice
You: you're diffrent
You: oh yeah, sorry i have a bad english spelling
You: hehe
Stranger: aws, *massive smile*
Stranger: & its alright :D
Stranger: im bad at spelling in english anyways ;D
You: oh yeah
You: haha
You: do u have twitter?
Stranger: i dooo,
You: aaha
Stranger: do you? (:
You: follow me
You: i'll follow back
You: it's @Finnyuhuuu
Stranger: twitter is like.. my life :)
aw, i cant at the moment, im not on.
im sick atm and my mum doesnt even know im on the computer >.<
Stranger: haha
Stranger: im sorry :c
You: oh get well soon
You: ^^
You: it's k
Stranger: aw, thaanks
You: let me follow you
You: then u'll follow me
You: my pleasure
You: ^^
You: give me your twitter acount
Stranger: i looked through your followers,
your not even following me,
>.<
haha, i have over 70,000 followers >.<
You: WHOAAA
Stranger: but i cant say who i am :c
You: THAT'S AWSOME MAAAN!!!
Stranger: but just know it was lovely talking to you :)
You: oh it's k
You: ^^
You: me too
You: i love canadian
You: hehehe
Stranger: :)
awws,
Stranger: many girls have loved canadians since they found out about me
You: hahaha
You: coz you're nice
You: ^^
Stranger: haha nawws,
You: ooh yeah, my teacher told me that justin beiber also canadian huh?
You: he looks nice
You: he looks friendly
Stranger: alot of people say that :)
& alot of people hate me
You: hehe
Stranger: and aww :)
You: well, i'm not like totally justin bieber, but yeah
You: he's cool
You: ^^
Stranger: im pretty sure he tries to be as nice as he poossibly can be :)
You: my friend is so lucky
You: justin bieber followed her twitter back
You: oh i wish i was her
You: and we go mentions
You: hehe
Stranger: aww
Stranger: :)
Stranger: was she excited?
You: but i'm sure every other girls will jealous at me
You: oh yeah she is
You: she wrote about it on her bio
Stranger: haha aw yeah :)
You: are you feeling better?
Stranger: i dont need him to follow me,
im pretty close with him.

& mmm, i have a sore throat
You: oh yeah!!! ME TOO!!! haha
You: i also have a sore throat
Stranger: haha aw (N)
You: it's killing me!!
You: i can't sing
You: i can't speak
You: uhhuhu
You: ='(
Stranger: i looove to sing! :D
Stranger: aww
You: YEAH ME TOO
You: ^^
You: haha
Stranger: wow, i sounded abit gay then :/
Stranger: hahahaha
You: haha
Stranger: oops :)
You: haha
You: oops?
You: lol
You: you're funny
You: hehe
Stranger: naws n.n
Stranger: eeeeeeek, mums telling me off D:
i have to go, dress rehersal nd shhhit to do D:
gotta look my best for the cameras & ladies ;)
cant let anyone down now can i,
Stranger: haha
Stranger: i have to go,
<3
You: wait
You: oh ok
Stranger: P.S... you were just omegeling with the biebs baby ;)
You: lol
You: ok
You: AAA
You: haha
You: ^^
Stranger: keep spamming me when im on next,
You: love you man
Stranger: i'll keep my eye out for you
Stranger: <3
Stranger: x

do think it's real?
i wish it is... LOL!!!

blog competition

well, long time no post!
i just so busy with my stupid comic...
i have to finish it -_____-

i want to join EF's Blog Competition,
but, i'm not sure because :
-my blog is just sooooo lmao~~
-my post is just sooooo boring...
-as u can see, the header is just look lil rude actually =P
well, it is a nerd who is reading a book,but...
she is showing her "middle finger", kekeke...
-i think my slogan is also lil rude(i guess)
"oh god, english is everywhere!"
it feels like i'm showing that i hate english,
but I LOVE ENGLISH
-i have a baaaaaad grammar...
i like speaking english more than writing...
i have a baaaaad score in grammar...

well well well...
what should i do?

another world of me...

i don't know what happend to me...
i really don't understand...
there're a lot of sadness in my heart...
i can't hold it anymore...

i usually sing to make myself better...
but not this time, it's not working =(
a usually paint to express myself...
but i can't do it and i don't know why i can't...

i'm trying to sing, but i'm crying!
i'm trying to painting, but i'm just ruin it!

my friends know me as a strong girl...
i'm strong, never cry because of boys, active girl, and cheerful...
but now i'm not that "strong girl" anymore...
i'm a "weak girl"
i don't know why!!!

i'm trying to keep moving on...
but i can't...

i'm broken!
i've shattered my own self!

maybe i should run away...
maybe i should disappear...
maybe i should find a place where i'll be happier...
but i don't know where should i go...

i'm just a girl who cry behind all of my laughter...
i'm trying to smile even if i can't, but still...
i can't do it!!!

what's wrong with me?
i'm trying to figure out...
why?
why can't i find the answer?
i don't understand...
what's wrong with me?

will i change my self into the new "weak" girl?
or, i'll burn all of my sadness and stand up to continue my life...
but how can i burn it?
how?

it's so hard to understand...
i can't understand me...
no one can understand me...
i've trying to understand other people out there...
but, no one can understand me...
it's so unfair...

well, just be myself...
i still don't know what to do...
but, life must go on...

i'll continue my life and be my own self...

the new Finny that Finny wants to...

hello, blog...
long time no see...

it's since the holiday i haven't write a new post...
i'm too busy to take care of my comic...
it's sucks...
it feels like i wanna burn it all...
but i have to try something new, right?

well,
i'm just gonna tell u that i'm going to move forward into the new Finny...
i'm going to come on magazine cover competition in indonesia...
but i'm not sure if i can win this thing...
well, lots of my friends support me, but... i'll try...
i'm just an ordinary girl like every girl does...

i'm also want to join singing competition in indonesia...
well, it's about i'm the singer and my mom will be the manager...
it's not too famous,
but i'll try it...

when i'm 18, i'm gonna join in "Miss Indonesia"
i have to!!!
but i wanna be pilot like my dad does...
well, u'll never know..